Friday, April 29, 2011

Let Us Fix Our Eyes On Jesus

Why do so many bad things seem to be happening? Tornadoes, Nelly and Lesya in a car accident, Galina's grandpa in the hospital, David Wilkerson's death... and more. These past days I'm not sure what to do about it. Last night I didn't go to prayer because I felt like I needed some alone time with God in my bedroom, I read Hebrews 12... it says:

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfector of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame...

“My son, do not make light of the Lord’s discipline,
and do not lose heart when he rebukes you,
because the Lord disciplines those he loves,
and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son.”

Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father? If you are not disciplined (and everyone undergoes discipline), then you are illegitimate children and not true sons. Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of our spirits and live! Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness. No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.
Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. Make level paths for your feet, so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed.

To me this meant that through the hard times, God is doing it all according to His supreme purpose, not for our pain, but for our perfection. 

This is what David Wilkerson wrote on the day he died via his blog (yay he was a fellow blogger!) 

"To those going through the valley and shadow of death, hear this word: Weeping will last through some dark, awful nights, and in that darkness you will soon hear the Father whisper, 'I am with you. I cannot tell you why right now, but one day it will all make sense. You will see it was all part of my plan. It was no accident."

Amen. I'll miss that man of God, but he's in a better place now.